{"id":9337,"date":"2014-05-03T11:07:16","date_gmt":"2014-05-03T16:07:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/?p=9337"},"modified":"2014-05-03T11:07:16","modified_gmt":"2014-05-03T16:07:16","slug":"in-which-she-utterly-fails-to-lose-a-pound-in-six-weeks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/2014\/05\/03\/in-which-she-utterly-fails-to-lose-a-pound-in-six-weeks\/","title":{"rendered":"In which she utterly fails to lose a pound in six weeks"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"drop_cap\">I<\/span> will try very hard not to whine during this blog post, I promise, but I am soooo frustrated that I need some moral support, and maybe some advice.<\/p>\n<p>As you might have noticed, I am really working on healthier living. I cook more than 90 per cent of our meals from scratch and I eat with purpose from whole foods. I&#8217;m very cognizant of just about everything I put in my mouth. I try not to eat sugar and I watch carbs in particular, although I have not cut out either one entirely and have no plans to do so. I&#8217;m also exercising diligently. I&#8217;ve ramped up my gym visits from once a week to twice a week, and for the last few weeks I&#8217;ve met my goal of walking 10,000 steps at least four days out of seven. For the last six weeks, I have been trying hard to lose the ten pounds I&#8217;ve gained over the last year despite my focus on healthier living overall, and for my daily and near constant efforts, I have lost &#8211; nothing. Well, I lost two pounds, gained one, gained two, lost one, lost one, gained two, etc.<\/p>\n<p>I. Am. So. Frustrated.<\/p>\n<p>My feet and knees ache with all the damn walking all the time. I don&#8217;t have room in my week for a third workout. I haven&#8217;t seen the inside of the elevator at work in a month (I work on the fourth floor) and I&#8217;ve switched to a further-away Starbucks. I am trying to eat with moderation instead of deprivation because I know deprivation isn&#8217;t sustainable. And if I were making any progress at all, even just a pound every two weeks, I&#8217;d at least feel motivated enough to keep working at it. I have to wonder, though, why the hell bother if I&#8217;m not getting any results? Pass the chips and dip, please.<\/p>\n<p>You might remember I had great success with losing some weight after Lucas was born. It took me five months, but I went from 192 lbs to 165, and OMFG it was hard. I don&#8217;t want to work that hard again, but I also don&#8217;t want to lose that much &#8211; I&#8217;m just aiming for 12 lbs, which I thought was reasonable six weeks ago when I started. At the rate I&#8217;m going, I&#8217;ll be successful &#8212; in a year and a half. :\\<\/p>\n<p>I know the equation &#8211; consume less calories than you burn. Easy peasy, right? Gah. But when I start counting, I start getting obsessive. And also it&#8217;s a boatload of time and effort to measure and count everything, and I start getting anxious about what I&#8217;m eating and not eating and deserve to eat and should be eating, and I don&#8217;t like that road.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/postcardsfromthemothership\/6962623199\" title=\"Vintage scale by Danielle Donders, on Flickr\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/farm8.staticflickr.com\/7042\/6962623199_a8a7df258e.jpg\" class=\"frame aligncenter\" width=\"500\" height=\"500\" alt=\"Vintage scale\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>So while I&#8217;m not ready to go back to the commitment of Dr Bishop&#8217;s clinic and the rigours of his plan (which I still have, somewhere &#8211; I remember it was 1200 calories a day) I&#8217;m thinking of maybe Weight Watchers Online. No meetings, I have neither the time nor interest in weekly meetings. But I know some of you have had great success with WW. I&#8217;d happily fork over the $60 for three months if I knew I&#8217;d be free of that damn 12 pounds at the end of the three months.<\/p>\n<p>Any thoughts? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I will try very hard not to whine during this blog post, I promise, but I am soooo frustrated that I need some moral support, and maybe some advice. As you might have noticed, I am really working on healthier living. I cook more than 90 per cent of our meals from scratch and I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/2014\/05\/03\/in-which-she-utterly-fails-to-lose-a-pound-in-six-weeks\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;In which she utterly fails to lose a pound in six weeks&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[72],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9337","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-me-only-better"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9337","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9337"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9337\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9342,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9337\/revisions\/9342"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9337"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9337"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9337"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}