{"id":2325,"date":"2009-06-22T07:04:15","date_gmt":"2009-06-22T12:04:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/?p=2325"},"modified":"2009-06-22T07:36:28","modified_gmt":"2009-06-22T12:36:28","slug":"40-until-40","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/2009\/06\/22\/40-until-40\/","title":{"rendered":"40 until 40"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In forty days, I&#8217;ll be forty years old.  Eep!  How did that happen?<\/p>\n<p>You know why I know it&#8217;s forty days?  Because yeseterday, when Beloved and I went out to buy my combination 40th-birthday \/ 10th-wedding-anniversary present, I was feeling a little guilty that it was neither our 10th wedding anniversary (July 3) nor my 40th birthday (August 1).  But when I realized that it was 40 days until my 40th birthday, I was okay with the synchronicity in that.  Twist my rubber arm.<\/p>\n<p>The real reason we bought <em>it <\/em>yesterday was because <em>it <\/em>was on sale and I&#8217;m just a little bit more <s>cheap<\/s> thrifty than I am romantic.  Ironic, really, because while I desperately wanted <em>it<\/em>, the last day I&#8217;d really need <em>it <\/em>is on the solstice, the longest, lightest day of the year.<\/p>\n<p><em>It<\/em>, if you haven&#8217;t figured it out yet, is a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.henrys.com\/webapp\/wcs\/stores\/servlet\/ItemsDisplay?storeId=10001&#038;catalogId=10001&#038;departmentId=10407&#038;categoryId=10436&#038;itemID=129201\">fancy-ass flash for my Nikon<\/a>.  Am I spoiled or what?  I&#8217;ve wanted one in an oblique way for a couple of years, but now that I&#8217;m getting more creative and competent in my picture taking, I&#8217;ve been thinking for a few months that it would make a really kick-ass 40th birthday present.  It&#8217;s a bit of an indulgent gift (much as I wish it were otherwise, we&#8217;re not $300-birthday-gift kind of people!) but my folks kicked in a bit, and 40th birthdays and 10th wedding anniversaries don&#8217;t come around every year, right?<\/p>\n<p>But holy crap, off-camera flashes are a LOT more complicated than they were back in the days I was shooting film on my dad&#8217;s old AE1. (Or maybe I was just blissfully oblivious and always had my flash on the wrong setting?  Good probability!)  It&#8217;s much like my dSLR in that you can just pop it on the camera in auto mode and get flashing, but there are degrees of creative control that fill a 100-page manual filled with text that frankly makes my eyes glaze over!<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not exactly a featherweight, either.  It probably doubles the bulk, if not the actual weight, of the camera.  Good for planned semi-studio shots, not so good for toting around with you to the grocery store and the mailbox and all the other odd places to which I bring my camera.  Good thing the long, delicious light of summer will be with us for a while!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve become so anti-flash in the last little while that I got curious.  When was the last time I used my on-camera flash anyway?  Looks like this one, taken March 29, was the most recent one! <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/postcardsfromthemothership\/3398048239\/\" title=\"69:365 Slinky by Dani_Girl, on Flickr\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3621\/3398048239_e4ae104674.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"338\" alt=\"69:365 Slinky\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And the idea that I&#8217;ll be 40 years old in 40 days?  Wasn&#8217;t bothering me much at all until I kept typing it into this blog post!  Why does 40 seem so much older when it&#8217;s pixelated in front of my eyes than it does when I try to stretch it out in my brain.  How can I be 40 when I&#8217;m still 23?<\/p>\n<p>Forty: the decade when she learned to flash.  Yep, I think I&#8217;m good with that!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In forty days, I&#8217;ll be forty years old. Eep! How did that happen? You know why I know it&#8217;s forty days? Because yeseterday, when Beloved and I went out to buy my combination 40th-birthday \/ 10th-wedding-anniversary present, I was feeling a little guilty that it was neither our 10th wedding anniversary (July 3) nor my &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/2009\/06\/22\/40-until-40\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;40 until 40&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15,78],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2325","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-it-is-all-about-me","category-photography"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2325","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2325"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2325\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2330,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2325\/revisions\/2330"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2325"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2325"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/danigirl.ca\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2325"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}